Hate

I have nothing to do so why not rant on Tumblr. I don’t think it’s going to be cohesive or anything but I hope i form sentences that form thoughts and ideas in sequence. Let’s try it out.

I’m sick of all the hate. And no, I don’t just mean LGBTQ hate. I’m talking about all of it. The hate people have for me, the hate i have for other people, the hate people have towards concepts or thoughts. Basically everything wrapped up into one thing. I really hate hate. Which is the worst irony ever but it’s entirely true. The only thing you should hate is hate itself. I don’t want to get all philosophical on you but that’s what it comes down to. I don’t like that I’m hated, and hating people back drains you emotionally. No one wins. When two people hate each other no one wins. If they think they have or not, no one really gets what they want out of the situation. And usually when someone says that they want to hurt the other person they really don’t, they just think in order to not get hurt you have to make the other person feel worse then you do. Which is the dumbest thing but is true if you think about it. I’m just done with it all. Too much negative emotions. I wish i could just turn off the way i feel but i can’t. But I think this might be my new goal. Letting things go. Being able to be the bigger person and remember that no one wins in a fight. No one got what they wanted. I hope some other people get something out of this but like i said, none of this probably makes any sense. I think I have some things I need to work on. I just want to be happy and this hate is weighing me down. One things that helps me is the love i have for my girl. She makes me happy and gives me a reason to try. Maybe if i focus on the good things i have i’ll be less stressed out about the things i can’t control and the things i really hate. 

NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY